Well, there are moments, no doubt. I rant and rave and gnash my teeth, but for the most part, I'm not an ogre :-) I guess she feels it essential to try and collect her thoughts and I support that. Despite her paying lip service to reconciling the M, I don't think she's been able to completely tap the source of her unhappiness. Also, I think her confusion is aided by virtue of the fact that her and OM still work together. They see each other as "fruit of the forbidden tree". That's a hard feeling to overcome. I'm convinced that no reconciliation is truly going to occur until there is absolutely no contact. JMHO.


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