Have you been talking to OT? This sounds a lot like something she said to me once:
Quote: I guess to be fair, they are merely projecting their negative emotions onto those they feel closest to. They feel guilty, they are overwhelmed and they are afraid to take a good close look at who they have become. Its easier to lash out at others than it is to reflect upon oneself.
This is so true. When he sees the pain he has caused it causes him to look at himself, and he hates himself and what he has done. He gets angry and lashes out because he doesn't want to look in that mirror yet. I need to try not to take things so personal I quess. I did leave a message for my C. She once told me to repeat 20 times a day, "If I try to fix it, I will only make it worse" I need to start pounding that into my head again because as you I will do almost anything to keep my family together. My 3 kids do not derserve this. I don't want them to be hurt or feel insecure I want them to grow up in a happy and stable home. So...I will not give up!!
