I agree at this time Lillie thatthe convesation would fall of deaf ears. I will say that there is some hope in her and always will hold that candle. Sappy, romantic person that I am.
The reason is sometimes she shocks the hell out of me. Tonight she is to be home before a function to see kids before baseball. She is late.
The contolling F4W wanted to call and remind her of the failure to keep her word to the kids, but that is overtaken by the rational side saying she is probably swamped at work.
So she calls as we arrive at field and is sorry. I suggest stopping by on her way home to change, it is on way. She responds with that is a good idea I will be right there.
Small talk and she give timeframe for her to be home. I respond OK, we will be great, do not worry. Then she says GB and gives me a kiss. A kiss not a peck. So again the childish fears read to much into things (F4W smacks himself with frying pan on forehead).
Over time the wounds will heal. Over time she may come back emotionally. Over time I will lessen my fears and grow stronger inside.
Thanks for stopping by Lillie and Cobra. It means a lot in a non-needy, non-OCD way!
F4W (who is going for ice cream with his three sons!)
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
