No, that is the factor I seem to not take iton account. That there are two of us here trying to find some stable ground in this quicksand. Until we both can establish that ground, each will be struggling to save themselves. Right now I feel as if I am trying to save her without being on solid ground and thus are putting both of us in peril.
I am not sure about leapfrogging you.
On her issues and fears. I am racking my mind. I cannot honestly say there has been a time where she has confided in me those. She is very stong willed. Very much the "I am strong and do not need support and can handle it". Me, I am " W, (out falls my guts for inspection)"
My reaction to the year comment is the fixer and my anxiety and wondering if I have the courage to do it. Weigh the consequences and we are back to taking that leap of faith.
You are right about one thing though, It has to start with me.
F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
