Always, thanks so much for keeping up with me. I have really detached today. In particular, I am PMS'ing and this is a time when I over analyze and my thoughts start to think the worst of things. I have purposely tried not to react, as I normally would. I went out with a friend, who happens to be suffering from cancer. We took our son's to Chuck E. Cheese's and had a really nice time. We just talked about things. Her health problems definitely seemed to minimize my problems. I am grateful for the life that I have. My H can do what he wants, he does not have to report every little thing to me. I am NOT his mother. He is an adult responsible for his own actions, and only he has to live with the consequences of those actions. I feel like I am starting a new journey. There is a fork in the road and I am taking the one less traveled by.
Again, thanks for any and all feedback. It definitely keeps me focused on my ultimate goal.