Thanks GH, it's my monthly pity party. I DO have too many expectations and my patience is wearing thin. Last night I reread my journal from when this all started. Boy did my life suck back then, it is SO much better now. I need to focus on all of the positive changes and stop dwelling on what is still missing in our R.
The ball really is in H's court, I cannot push him into something he is not ready to do because I'm sure if I did I would feel even worse. I must detach a little and stop obsessing. I need to continue to be the best me that I can and realize this is something my H has to work out on his own, in his own time.
Thanks for the kick in the pants GH, hope you have a great weekend!
