Mama, on RB's thread you said your M was over but you just can't bring yourself to file...have you ever posted that before? I don't recall it if you have.
Please, don't let this all go because you are impatient. I think you are starting to feel the normal feelings of resentment and anger we all feel once the WAS starts to look back towards us and things calm down a bit. We start to reflect on how much progress we have made and how much pain THEY represent to us.
I just think that you need to give this more time, all the while, moving forward with your life in terms of GAL and such. I think you started to reinvest yourself in the R too soon and maybe need to take a step back to where your needs are not something you expect him to meet. You CAN do this longer but you need to understand just where you are, i.e. still being the ONLY one caring for your needs right now, and drop all the expectations on him. He seems to be trying to reconcile his feelings for everything right now, and so are you. You don't need to make any decisions today so just live a little more and rediscover that which kept you going all this time...YOU!
