Journaling...
Friday H had to work late, since the "outburst" Thursday I figured he would go out after work. We did talk on the phone during the day and I apologized and he did as well. I went running around with the kids not expecting him to come home. When we got home he was here! Worried! Didn't know where we were. Saturday, Sunday and Monday were all really nice days. Weather was beautiful so we spent alot of time outside with the kids. We have a front porch so each night we sat outside on our rocking chairs listening to music and talking about both the past and the future. We both seem to be going above and beyond in the nice department. Hugs and a kiss at bedtime. Really want more, but I'm sure that will come in time. I have been tempted to say something about it but I don't want to put any pressure on our R. I am learning to control my emotions and thoughts. Have an appt. with my C this week. Overall, things are going well.