GH and Kathi, Thanks so much for the response. I guess I was putting too much expectations on my H that he just can't handle right now. As far as the kids, I just wanted him to validate ME and tell me that I am doing a great job and those people will be sorry when they leave. As for our R, I don't want much - just a hug from him telling me that things will be allright. I'm not looking for some huge confession where he begs my forgiveness and expresses his undying love for me (yet-lol) just a hug.
I did see a C briefly but again I think my expectations of counseling are too high. I wanted her to give me answers, the magic bullet so to speak. I felt like I was just talking, which I can do here. I have 6 more sessions left that my insurance pays for so I guess I should take advantage of them. But since I don't know whats broken I don't know what to fix, ya know. When I asked my H if he wanted to go with me his response was "I don't care", that doesn't really sound like he is interested. I wish he would go because he has this anger problem that I have NEVER seen until the last 6 months. I know that my moods trigger something in him that sets him off. Last night he put his fist thru our bedroom door. This really scares me. Help!
