Nice to be back - NOT! Anyway, GH, thanks for stopping by.
In a nutshell, bomb was dropped exactly 6 months ago today; October 14, 2005. The old ILYBINILWY speach. I went crazy at first, did everything that was normal but shouldn't have done. I begged, pleaded, apologized, hung on like MY life depended on it. After spending tons of money on e-books and at Barnes and Noble I found this website. Went out and got both DB and DR right away. Read them both in one day! It has been slow, mainly because of my own backsliding, but I finally get it. Believe me, since I am a control freak, it is hard to get it thru my thick head that I CANNOT control my H.
In my sitch, my H has decided that he wants to stay together for the sake of his kids. Now last December or January, can't remember exactly, he asked me for a divorce and said he wanted to be alone. So, for those of you new to this, things can change. He used to stay out all night at least once a week but has also stopped doing that for the past couple of months. My H also appears to possibly be having a MLC, but I chose this forum as the A and OW bother me the most. I know I am rambling, sorry. Let me know if you need more details.
