You were thinking about me because you could sense I was eatting chocolate lol. M$M's and me are new best friends this week.
Truthfully I am feeling better then I have in a while. Less stressed out. I guess all that what should I do's and what if's were taking more out of me then I realized. I feel much calmer now that I have decided I don't want to remain living like this. I don't feel like I am expending energy into a hopeless situation.
Now if I could just motivate my ass into cleaning life would be looking up lol! Actually today I am going to be sorting through pictures and so forth. And mentally making notes on what I want to take with me and I have the room to take lol.