I don't know if I believe anymore my H would carry through any form of self injury. But I do believe in a rage he may hurt me. And God knows if you saw his muscles one blow might be enough and I am not going to push it.
I am going to try to file my seperation papers with the court myself if it is allowable in this state. I may come seek you out for some translation on all that legal wordage if you don't mind lol.