Any one close at hand no. But I do have my little sister my ex's parents and you guys to talk to lol.
I will be fine for now. It is later when he gets into crazy mode that I will be all over the place. Fear yuck. But I am a few weeks away from that I have some stuff to do to get all my ducks in a row before I drop the I am done thing in person.
Gonna have to do the well thought out plan thing to make it out unscathed I am sure.