I don't know for sure that it was sexual - all I have is hundreds of phone calls (5am, 1am) Him saying he was staying in a hotel for business in the city that he commutes to and for the snow days we had. His commute has been a hell for years. He also mentioned getting an apartment and staying in that city one or two days a week. Nothing concrete. He has said it was just emotional.
What I think will be released in me? The ability to start to believe in him, if he can open his heart to the truth, then I will know that he wants this to work.
