And that, NLF, is growth. Isn't it amazing how it feels when you get to the point where you would rather be where you are now even after all this crap then to be where you were before it started?
And you're right, it would never work out to go back to the same H and the same M. We need to start fresh with a brand spanking new M and a new H (maybe an H in the same wrapping, but with a whole new attitude!) Remember, H is out there on his journey too. He's gotta come out having learned something, doesn't he??