Quote: That being said, she has to walk this out for herself, I think. But she may never...
I'm actually starting to realize that she may never....
Quote: I am praying that she will though because you deserve to love and be loved in every way.
Agreed, I'm not so sure anymore if the Lord really wants me to continue to stand for less.
Quote: But you must also realize this is not just her demon. See, it is your old "friend"...hear what I am saying...I know the battles of your past...the wolf is at your door and for now, you are strong enough to step over him but you must remain vigilant. This is temptation.
Temptation is running pretty strong right now. I actually tried to find our unsigned legal separation document to look it over. It was'nt in the file where it's supposed to be, so I took that as an omen to not go there.
Damn bastard dog Satan. Son of a bitch, ahole, [censored] head. I am not afraid of you coward scum dog. You bring it you fricking louse and I'll eat you for lunch, in the name of my true Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. In Jesus name I rebuke satan, and command him out of my heart, out of my mind, out of my M, and out of my W. I pray the dry bones of sexuality back to life in our M. I pray for the strength and courage to stand for what's right in my M, and stand for the M Christ envisions for us. I pray for mercy. I can not do this alone.
God Bless,
COG
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