Absolutely beautiful..... Wow have you become a beautiful Human being!!!
I too feel this way, when others said to just forget about him , how could you forgive him?
I realized he too was waiting for me to be real etc. etc. he himself one day said to me I was waiting sooo long for this and for you to be who you are today. If he forgave me and waited for me how could I not do the same for him?
Thank you for sharing ..... you are amazing. God bless...