OMG, I have been locked out all weekend. (Looks like I will have to start a new thread too.) I'm so glad I found you. I am so happy for you!! I am also happy that you are staying on this board with your "friends". As far as I am concerned, you are truely an inspiration. I myself have a hard time sticking to the DB principles and many times wanted to throw in the towel only to come here and be encouraged by you and others to keep on keeping on.
Trust is a big issue. Now the ball is in your W's court. It is up to her to prove to you by her words and actions that she is trustworthy again.
Someone here advised you to reread DR, I think that is a good idea as you will be looking at things with a new pair of eyes.
