You know, I think I'm about a month or two (or maybe less) behind you. The ups and downs are positivly maddening. I'm experiencing a lot of the same actions, emotions, etc. from WAW so I just try to observe and not react. This is where the work is.
Like you, I know that I will be okay in the end. Can you shed any light on some of your last MC sessions if you don't mind me asking? My WAW has the same fears - she sees and acknowledges that I have changed for the better but her big fear is that she won't be able to get it back. How, if at all has your MC addressed this?
What you say from your IC sessions is exactly what mine is telling me. Almost to the letter. I am emotionally drained and spent from carrying this thing too.
Thanks for the inspiration.
Never sacrifice the great for the good. Sometimes the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair.
