The adrenaline rush is definately bad. It makes me feel out of control...like I want to smash something. It is exactly how I felt when I went over the line and broke my hand. I really don't want another episode like that so I just sit and wait for it to pass....that is not easy.
I know that I have a few advantages in the sitch...8 years together...marriage....kids...history, the problem is she doesn't see any of that now.
Sitting here posting does help, it's good to hear from people who have similar problems and not alway hear the "I wouldn't pay for the house" or "I wouldn't let her do that"...........
