The thing about this OM is that she doesn't give a clear picture of what their R is. She says that they are "dating". She says that they haven't had sex. But then when I make an asumption about it she says it's not what you think. What the he!! am I suposed to think it is when she says they are dating. I've told her that it seems she just replaced me. It really is hard to just blow it off, I want to act out so much. She can't undersatnd why I get mad. Here I am living in my parents house and she and this guy are having backyard picnics, wtching MY big screen tv, probably sleeping in my bed, all at my house. And she can't figure out why I get mad sometimes. Im actually haven't been to the house in weeks cause I don't want to find any triggers for my anger.
It just seems really hopeless that I can win her back with him "living my life"
As i type this I'm having a huge adrrenaline rush.
I actually did tell her yesterday that she shouldn't have brought him around the kids incase it doesn't work out and he is ripped from their lives. She said she'll cross that bridge when she gets to it.
