I am so upset that she has brought this guy she is dating around our kids. They like him which I guess is okay but I still think it is inappropriate. They are constantly saying things about him and each time it is like a dagger in my heart. It just feeds images of her moving on with life as usual just someone else playing the role of me. This process is so painful...with no gaurantee of a successful reconciliation. I know the process is for ones self but things like hearing about the OM make it so much harder. I've tried to make it like he doesn't even exist but then the kids say something about him and my blood boils. I haven't let it escalate to where I can't control it in quite a while....I think I finally have that down. Right now I just want to scream. I guess it's good I have IC in a couple hours.
