During our brief convo earlier W asked why our cell phone bill is so high(like $450). Told her I didn't know, maybe we went over our minutes. So I went online and checked the bill...she went over our shared minutes by 700 herself, that combined with mine make sit a total of around 1200 over our planned minutes, no wonder it's so high. I couldn't help but notice one number that continued to pop up, I'm certain I know who's it is and I don't want to fight about it with her so I'm just going to let it ride and get over it. But it is killing me, I want to rage so bad...but I won't.
Another note...I told her that I had some appointments today my IC and thenn I'm swearing into the USAFR. She seemed a bit annoyed by the fact that I'm getting back in. We had some problems in the past regarding this issue. She asked if I was sure I wanted to do it and I told her no but that at this point it's a good idea for me. Why would she be bothered by this if she is really done with the relationship? She has constantly said she is done but every once in while I pick up a small vibe that says if she did see sustained change in me that we could work things out. So if she is done why would she care whether I went back in or not?
