Today is just one of those days. No contact with wife, not really a bad thing. I just want to call her so bad. I wake up in the morning now not wanting to get out of bed, hoping this is all a bad dream that I will one day wake up from. It really is amazing what a roller coaster ride this all is. Day to day my mood change. Some days I'm in complete control other days I'm going out of my mind...today is one of those days. I'm just trying to keep my mind off of things so I took the kids to see Over the Hedge. I really don't have a point here, I just wanna get this off my mind. I hope evryones having a good weekend.


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