Emotionally I feel like I haven't made any progress. I feel down and depressed all over again. All I want to do is sleep. What a roller coaster ride this is.

THe W now says she only wants me to call when it's about the kids. I told her I won't push her. That is going to be so hard.

I have my last final today for school and can hardly concentrate, my mind is so full of thoughts about my wife. I don't want this marriage to end but she is so hurt. I know the right things to do I just can't seem to do them. THe good news is my hand is pretty much healed from the cabinet incident and i can go back to work. That should help a bit.


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