Well not much ahs heppend in my sitch lately. We had the big discussion on Monday then after that nothing really. I've backed off quite a bit and thought I was doing really well...until today.
The lawn at the house has become quite an eye soar and I asked the wife about it the other day to make sure she was going to get it taken care of, otherwise I was going to do it. So today I go and drop the kids off and who is mowing the lawn? Her "friend" is. I dropped the kids off, got back in my truck and took off, no words were really exchanged. Now the feelings I thought I had under control are back in the forefront and I'm feeling extremely restless. Trying not to do or say anything rash, I need to go out so I have a day or two to let this go. Maybe I'm overreacting abit but it is so frustrating to see this guy taking care off things that should be my responsibilty, at a house I pay for but that she won't even let me near without calling ahead. Goes back to the "someone else living my life" idea. I've told ehr more than once that her life doesn't seem to be much different, she ahs basically the same routine the only thing different is I'm not there. My life is completely different. I can't afford my apartment and the house anymore so tommorrow I'm moving into my parents...meanwhile she gets to have the house and her life just like it was before.
