Well toady din't start well at all. She called me at about 6:45 and we anded up talking for about 3 hours , towrd the end it was less of a talk and more of a fight.
We started out talking about the kids (S5 D3), they are constantly asking me questions about the situation but supposedly never ask her anything. Couldn't keep the conversation only about the kids. She again insisted that we won't be together and that she doesn't want to be with me. I snapped said some things I probably shouldn't have and said "fine we'll just do whatever makes XXXX happy"

I though I did well the last couple days but now here I am again at square one. I have some much respect for those of you who make it past this. I've got to regroup and star over again I guess.


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