This other guy has been spending considerable time at the house...even over night. She still insists that he's only a friend. THough the other day she did say that they may be in the beginning stages of a relationship...whatever that means. Claims nothings happened and that they've never had a discussion about their relationship. Says that he's friends with her female best friend as well and basically them and a few others are just a close group of friends.
Probably none of that matters. I'm at the point where I can't sleep, can't eat cant'd do much of anything without thinking about her. I've tried detaching but it doesn't take well because we see each other almost every day. I've arranged for my parents to have the kids after school the rest of the week so that I don't have to see her. I know I really need to give her her space but I get so anxiuos when I haven't talked to her. My stomach turns. Is there a secret to getting past this point? Am I the only one who's actully felt this overwhelmed/helpless.
I have IC tommorrow..starting to think I am very depressed and am going to see if he can prescribe me something to help. I guess to some up where I am right now is out in the middle of nowhere completely lost without my compass.
