This feeling of limbo is killing me. I hate feeling like I'm just spinning my wheels and going no where. I'm not making any progress with the wife, I am making small steps with myself though....so I guess that's the most important part. I just feel like I've been exiled from my real life. The W actually told me that she's making herself look nice, hair done, nails done, the works just so that I know what I've lost. I guess I deserve a bit of that but it still hurts so much to see her, I still think I need to get away.
