We just kinda went over what I want to accomplish by seeking therapy. We discussed my feelings and actions towars my W. One comment that he made was that he feels an "aura" or a "persona" coming from me. He thinks maybe I'm playing a part. I'm a big guy, 6'3 about 220lbs. He says that big guys are often percieved as mean or intimidating and that maybe I'm just "giving people what they expect". He did say that he thinks he can help me, maybe findout why i act like I do. I think this week was kinda just laying the ground work. I have another appointment next week, i'll be sure to post on how that one goes.
