Don't feel like a freak. Isn't it good to know that there might be an explination for your feelings? I would say at first, there is no reason to explain this to anyone else, friends or family. Perhaps seeing a therapist will help you work thru wether or not you are asexual or if it's just years of conditioning?
Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
