Mama, I'm sorry to hear that you've had a setback. I will definitely read your thread tomorrow.

Honestly, though, "the ride" isn't a problem for me right now, because I'm finally not riding anymore. I no longer feel very emotionally invested in the outcome of this and I finally feel in control.

A month ago, I would have been much more emotional upon hearing about OM's enlistment. Excited at the possibility that the A could end soon, scared that he wouldn't really do it, etc. Now, I'm calmly looking forward to maybe watching my wife try to win me back. Or not.


The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)