OK, I've decided to get away starting Wednesday morning, whether the job thing works out or not. I'll go visit relatives if it doesn't. During that time, I will not visit this board, I will not talk to my W, and I will ask everyone in the family not to call me unless somebody dies.
I will use the time for relaxation and spiritual renewal.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)