W31, OM20, part II

[RBinBR]

Did I just write earlier that I was at peace? I'm really a nervous wreck. My W is working today, going to several appointments, and she will have plenty of opportunities to pick up her phone and call OM. I've been praying all day that she resists the urge, and I really think she will, from what her friend told me yesterday. At least her stuff is still at her friend's house (and not back at her apartment). I know that she'll make it if she can endure the next few days.

I want so badly to talk to her, but I'm going to stick to my plan to have no contact until she's been completely free of OM for a week. I want her missing me a little while she's missing the OM, and I also don't think I could handle any more drama right now.