Yes, OT. She absolutely needed to be away from both OM and me, though I didn't really realize it until she went to her friend's. This weekend, I was only a constant reminder of how she had failed me and how much she really loved OM. But she really didn't need to be "alone" because that's not good for her either, especially at her apartment with all OM's stuff all around as a reminder of their love.

I didn't want her to choose between me and OM. I wanted her to submit her life to Christ and choose to do his will and follow him. Yes, the effect is the same, but it's completely different for what it means inside her. That is what I believe she is doing right now, according to what her friend briefly told me yesterday.

I have a tremendous peace inside me today. Friday night, I was joyful at the thought of my W's returning. After what I went through this weekend, what I feel today is simply relief. Thank you, Lord.

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)