If you don't like the path the C has put you on, stop going! If a hairdresser gave you a bad haircut, would you keep going back assuming he knew what he was doing? If a plumber, mechanic, or other professional performed a service that you were not satisfied with, would you keep hiring them. The C works for YOU and is supposed to help you get where you want to go. I'm not saying you won't sometimes feel bad when you leave-- stirring up stuff can make you feel bad... but you need to feel overall like you are moving toward YOUR goals.