Thanks for the encouragement. Last night I crept into bed with my husband after he was asleep. I hadn't slept in the same bed for about 2 weeks. He left early in the morning and I emailed him and asked, "How did it feel to wake up and find me in your bed?" (I only red Dbusters on the weekend and was trying positive steps). His email reply was "Yeah, the sex was wild....what are you honestly looking for? I was asleep, I kind of woke up when you came up...so you slept upstairs? What do you want me to feel?
I know you are trying and I appreciate it.
I felt crushed. I thought it was a good start. I feel as if he only wants sex. I really thought he liked the intimacy of us sleeping together. Now it seems as if he could care less. P.S. We haven't had sex in about 2 months.
