Upon further thinking....I actually used to keep a lot of what I felt inside. Especially once his radio career took off. There are people out there who will do anything to be with him just because he's on the radio. He's got literally thousands of people who gush over him all the time. People constantly telling him he's great....he can do no wrong....I used to get annoyed with it. I saw a different side of him...he took out the garbage, burped & snored and got pooped on by the baby - he was just SO to me - for a while, his head got sooo big due to all this adoration.....I didn't know how to deal with it, so I took the opposite stance.
Instead of telling him how great I thought he was doing (which inside I really was proud of him), I never said anything - I didn't want to be like everyone else. I know that may not make sense...and I know it led to this whole mess....I always felt that if I said he was great, it wouldn't mean anything to him because everyone else always told him the same thing.
