Thanks White....thanks for the idea - we usually do discuss his show...I, however, cannot be glued to the radio from 5 to 10 AM! Nor, do I want to! And, here's the kicker, should there be something he really wants me to hear - he calls or IM's or emails - telling me to listen. This guy doesn't ever really give me that chance because he does it himself! Same goes with the rest of the R...now that I think of it......
I guess maybe I should say I need a different vocabulary...besides becoming a better conversationalist!! LOL Sometimes I find myself saying the same words or phrases over & over again - I need to change the WORDS that I'm saying during the conversation. It's funny, because I'm like a walking dictionary - can tell you the meaning of most any word, but have difficulties putting this wide-range of known words into practice...duh! I am working on it though. I've been running certain known answers/remarks that I say and try to come up with different responses.
Not much else new around here...SO has been in a semi-attentive mode again, although nothing new when he senses me pulling away, which I've been trying to do. Work on my detachment a bit as well as trying to distance at the same time. No easy feat.
Spring is helping me GAL...as much as I can, anyway. Part of the reason I haven't been posting!!!! I've been trying to fill up my time with various things...not much to get me out of the house, besides the yard...lol, but things to occupy my mind anyway. I feel myself almost getting an "attitude" these days...with SO and the whole sitch. Not an angry one, but an "I can't be bothered anymore" kind of attitude. Maybe just tiredness and frustration have set in. Maybe it's what I need to really let it all go....Who knows.
PS...I've got to get my schedule back to posting in the AM - no one's here at night!!!
