I've been resorting to Tylenol PM lately....which is a big deal for me since I rarely take medicine of any kind. Tea seems to have the opposite effect on me - it jacks me way up. Coffee....I can drink pots of it and feel nothing. Tea - even decaffeinated, seems to pump me up. I don't know why.
GH... Thanks. Reading everyone's posts made me cry again!!! Dammit - lol. Up, down, up, down. I need some frickin' pamprin!!!
I guess what has me so bothered is that if OW dumped him...is he still pining for her?? That's in the back of my mind. Sometimes I'm so busy, so confsued - I miss signs... the baby steps. Add his busy schedule, the fact that we never spend time alone - I don't know. I feel like *I* want to be courted & dated.....THAT is most definitely an unrealistic expectation right now...lol...and I need to banish that thought. And then I wonder is THAT what he wants from ME? (Thinking back to his comment last week about being made to feel special.) He LOVES being adored. Yet, is it time to pursue? Or stay backed off & give him more space like OT says?
Ah yes...I'm forgetting the definition of LIMBO! !
