that is so weird, I couldnt log into the site...thanks phoenix and SP...I am working on getting my head together before tonight. don't know what I have to say, just listen I guess. I will try to do the list of pros and cons. I'm thinking I need to reread the last-resort and after the last resort, but don't have my book here. I don't think i have the money to call the DB coach...you're right SP, I did talk to one before. I took pictures of him down in my office, just makes me so sad to see them. I wish so much we had made it through this. I can hardly hold back the tears. Just had an email asking if I want him to stop by my office when he gets back in town. i havent answered, not sure what to tell him. I'm probably going to be a mess, but I have to go home and see him anyway. Poor S is still at his sisters. I'm thinking I better start another thread here soon.
