Thanks, LivnLearn and Always. I need all the hugs (and prayers!) I can get right now. I think-actually I'm sure-I'm in shock. I just know I am way past sick to death of this.
Always, I'm sure he is in mlc and is depressed, I had thought he was pretty much through it, but obviously I was wrong. He never left home, ever, though. maybe he should have.

I suppose I will "talk" tonight. Although honest to God, I can't fathom what else there is to say. I'm waivering about asking him to leave, one minute I'm ready, the next I'm not sure. I think I would probably do better if I didnt have to see him though. If money were no object, I would ask him to, I believe. It really is a concern, though, especially w/ S's diabetes...he HAS to have the supplies, etc, and they are expensive, test strips alone are sometimes 100.00/week, and so far insurance has not kicked in one red nickle. or pink or orange or any other color of nickel for that matter.

I did have an email from him a bit ago, asking me if I was able to get a tire fixed (had a flat) and saying he was "awfully sorry about all this" @#$%%%#^&* WTF!!!! idiot. Then he signed it "your D". the guy is frickin nuts.

been around awhile!