was reading part of always 14's thread, and it all sounds so much like what's going thru my mind right now, the anger...etc....
Plus, bits and pieces that have always puzzled me keep falling into place. like duh, for some reason this past weekend it hit me, used to always drive me nuts that he would make an extra trip into town to get gas...never could figure out why he did that (other than the obvious 3 hour trips)....it had to be so he could call her. dddddddduuuuuuhhhhh.
I know part of what really made me nuts this past weekend was his 3-hour walk in the rain.
