As I said I really really dont' know what to think. guess I'm kind of in my own la-la land right now, as indicated in the "book" I just posted.
obviously, I was pretty darned whiney and clingy this weekend, dont' know if it's from feeling so cruddy physically or this stuff nagging at me, both I suppose.
Oh yeah, at one time over the weekend, H gave a quick little ILY....instead responding in kind, I said "really?" and he did get kinda irritated, and replied, "why do you say that?" I hate it when you do, it makes me feel guilty and wonder if I'm not doing enough to show you." As I recall, i gave him a quick hug but didnt say a word. I was THINKING "DDDDDDDDDDDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHH".
