Creed, your post has a lot of meaning for me. You are right that we are never alone. My faith has been shaken lately and I needed that reminder.

I also feel I don't have a lot of time since I am 55. I regret the 4 years I have spent waiting for my h. to get through this only to find out he is marrying OW. I have to find a way to not let him rob me of any more precious time.