So, he left and I am not crying, which is odd, because I have been all day, off and on. He said "I'm Sorry" before he left and said that he is not going on a date, there is no planned physical contact (BS), the apology really just pissed me off, why apologize for something you are openly doing, you choose to do? You apologize when you mess up.
Anyway, create your own reality right? Positive thinking? He may very well have a horrible evening and come home relieved that it is over.
