So, it is tonite. He told me at lunch. I am glad he told me, could have easily lied and tried to hide it. He was very upset and crying and apologizing, even nauseaous, and I just told him that he has to do what is right for him, and I was not going to stand in his way, or kick him out, I was not going to do or say anything about it.
I will try to be happy and cheerful, I know when I am wearing my emotions on my sleeve it makes it harder for everyone, including me.
Funny, he asked me what I was going to do tonite, said maybe go see x-Men with the boys, he said, "Don't you dare go see it without me, I want to go too." Now, I am not feeling as spiteful as yesterday, so I won't go, I won't call OW while she is driving here, I will do SOMETHING so I don't sit at home and cry, like dinner with kids, then when they go to bed a bottle of wine for myself.
