Been down this path before

[BeingMe]

Leslie, your best bet is to just let it go. The anger and fear, that is. You know that detachment is your best defence. I know, it is very difficult - it was one of the most difficult things I have ever been able to do.

Remember some of the DB'ing advice:
Detach
GAL
Set goals and work to achieve them
Know you cannot control the other person, only your reaction to their choices.

Please, please, know that you will be okay, no matter what happens with your M. You will! You are a strong, worthwhile, competent, loyal, loving, forgiving, understanding, special, person, and no-one can take that away from you. I am sure that people who know you best, will be able to vastly add to my list.

Be your own best friend!