Well, leslie, I am sorry you even had to go down this path once, let alone more than that.
It's hard to say what's going on beyond the usual WAH stuff, coupled with some MLC for good measure. If you are doing the DB things of GAL and improving yourself, then I would suggest staying the course. If not, of course, start today.
As for you having to move the kids up there, only to have him do it AGAIN to you, that really sucks and there is not much more I can think of to say at this point. I understand how you feel, especially when it comes to the boys.
I will follow you, and keep your chin up. You are going to get past this one way or another and it WILL be ok if you make sure YOU are taking responsibility for yourself and your boys. It feels horrible right now, but feelings change...probably hourly for you these days. You just got back on the ride is all. Remember that.
