Sorry PL that you had a rough weekend but I THINK you did ok. We all make mistakes now and then. I am curious as to what OT may have to say if she pops in today. Hang in there and know that while this part is tough, it also represents a great opportunity for you to re-discover what you can be without him around. Try best as you can to do something(s) fun and take your mind off things for awhile. I will post more later.